heyoz!
wOw...haven't done the xanga thing in a while. i doubt anyone ever reads this...but myspace is sOoO uber lame and confusing and bitchy so i revert to xanga which is simple and pure and bloggy which is what i need.
not much to say...my life alternately feels like a complete waste and the most stressful thing possible. everything at the end of the school year always seem so worn out and fragile yet we blindly blunder through it (bull in a china shop-esque). yes the rain makes everything wet and the sun bleaches my hair and my skin feels stretched to the breaking point. sunblock won't solve anything.
on a slightly less random note...i am in love. with a tv show. or a character on a tv show. or a relationship on a tv show. you choose. watching these two (as completely fictional as their characters are) makes me want what they have. and i hope thats possible, though nothing i see in the real world gives me much confidence.
-Christina Finn & Brian Peluso from Conviction
they're somewhat off...and neither is even close to perfect. but they're so gorgeous, so smart, so stressed, so absolutely unfailingly right. what i wouldn't give to be her. [i'm quite positive that if anyone is reading this (and its a big if) they are very confused. unless you watch this show and love him and law as much as i do, i doubt this will make any sense to you. i'd make a shabby grey's analogy but that would fall so so so short] don't ask me why or how but i am in love with these two. and him. and the show. and law.
ok. enough. i sound like a maniac.
oh but the random blabbering does not end...the book i am reading :: which brings me to you :: is pretty damn funny. [mind you i have been reading crime and punishment for the last month or so. thus, modern quirky sexually based literature is verrry appealing to me right now] brief summary:: john and jane meet at a wedding. strangers. but kindred souls at first sight. they meet up in the coat closet for quick sex and are about to slide into home, if you catch my drift, when he pulls back. he's decided he really likes her and wants to salvage something. thus they agree to write confessional style letters back and forth revealing the sad, sordid, and honest aspects of their past. the rest of the book proceeds in the confessional letters (which are very funny) as the two tell each other everything. i'm not even close to done but its amusing. and its not crime and punishment (which i'm still not done reading...500 fricking pages of size 8 font translated from russian. its a bitch.)
so. as the delicate world falls to pieces around my ears...conviction & which brings me to you are getting me through. oh and reggeton. :)
<3, Nish | 
